What did you do on spring break?  If you didn't do anything, what would you have liked to have done?

 

 

Unfortunately, my spring break dream to meet it somewhere else was crashed into tiny pieces because of my exams for graduate school. I had to spent the whole week at home beating the math and improving English language. The only thing that made me happy is that my roommate didn't go anywhere too; thus, we spent our time together. it was a nice time to be at home for the first couple of days since we organized parties couple of time. However, since I can't go back and change things I need to move forward and for the next holidays I would like to go to San Francisco. 

San Francisco is full of interesting and remarkable places and it is placed on the second place after the New York city. It has famous San Francisco opera, Golden Gate Bridge and Chinatown district. Also, it is known by the San Francisco Museum of Modern Art. However, the most attractive site in San Francisco is a Theater District. I am a big fun of theater plays and love to visit as much theaters as I can. Theater District includes different theaters such as Curran, Orpheum and Golden Gate theaters. Moreover, I am impatient to visit San Francisco Opera, Ballet, and Symphony. As I mentioned before, San Francisco is an amazing city and my wish is to visit as much places as I could. 

*Pretend you are your parent. Blog about your child.*

 

Well, it seems for me that I will get married in the United States before I go home back. I have never tried before to pretend like a parent; however, I was responsible for my little sister for almost four years. It was interesting to observe how she grew up next to me under my control, but I don't think it will be interesting to observe how my children grow up. It is thoroughly different when you have your own children, since you want them to be fostered and educated as properly as you are. 

 

When you give a birth with a first child, you have a lot of expectations and hopes on your first baby. So, on behalf of my parents I can assure that my mum wanted me to be like I am now. Deeply inside, she wanted me to grow up honest, respectful and respected, responsible for all my actions and for people around me, and of course be proud of my family. She would probably want to keep the traditions and rules she and my dad brought me up in. So, I guess, she brought up a perfect daughter and a mother of her grandchildren in the future. And I hope I deserve to have a family I have now.   

 

 

We all have things in life that shake us up or wake us up. Sometimes it is something unexpected. What is the scariest thing that has ever happened to you?

Mostly, things that could shake us up happen at a very unexpected time. It happens when we are not prepared; as a result, it causes difficulty to except it. Eventually, realization of never seeing or never having them again leads us to adjust to the new reality.  
The most scariest thing that ever happened with me is the loss of my grandparents. Loss of my dearest people is the most scariest thing that can frighten me deeply. Since my childhood, I had a fear of lossing something or someone I like so much. When I hear about it, a feeling of defencelessness risen in me.And at those times, I really don't know what to do. Looks like I have used to the protection that may come from my family in any situation.
That is a very good feeling to protect your children from everything that may hurt their feelings; nevertheless, I think that sometimes we should have to teach and to show to children the "feeling of loss". Because when it happens, they will not have a feeling of defencelessness and so much pain. They will be somehow prepared and feel themselves strong enough to adjust to the reality.   

If you could go anywhere in the world and do anything, where would you go and what would you do?

I have always wished to visit one of my favorite places named Machu Picchu. Machu Picchu is a 15 century Inca site which locates in Peru. After I got acquinted with a peruan girl in Utah, I tried to learn more about this attractive place. As she told me, a lot of tourists visit it during the year. I think I understand the reason why Machu Picchu attracts people throughout the world. The history of Incas empire is wholy surrounded by myths. For example, the origin of Incas? Historian assumed four versions of origin. Besides, it is captivating nature and location of the Machu Picchu. A lot of green rocks, rivers, places where human brain could really relax.. Oh, it is amazing how people of Machu Picchu could live in that miraculuos place for centuries..One more reason is that people of Machu Picchu were very mysterious and innovative. They used mirrows and jewellery made by silver. I don't know what exactly I would do in Machu Picchu but I would definitely buy little home near the Machu Picchu. I would like to spend a couple of months each year in Machu Picchu!!

As for me, I would have pause button instead of rewinding all the time the moments I want to change. The reason why I prefer to have a pause button is that I really like to learn on my own mistakes. I am the one who likes to see the result of what might happen instead of cleaning and rewinding my past.

It may seem unusual because I know that most people would like to have a chance to rewind their mistakes or a parts they don't want to remember. Even if they rewind that parts, that will not help them to forget about those moments. Stupidly to try to erase or delete something that is already done and left a scar in your life. Better to learn on that mistake (s) and try to never do it again.

Every one ever did a mistakes in the lives no matter what size they are. We do it every day, in every hours, minutes, or seconds but the most important is to see and realize them. So, to pause some moments, stop and think immediately very deeply of what may happend at the end is our main goal.

That is why I think that pause button is better than rewind one. We don not need to afraid of doing mistakes, we just need to learn to avoid of doing them.   

A thing I would "uninvent" 

If I were someone who had a power to uninvent something, I would definitely uninvent hydrogen bombs. Although, they are very important in a political arena and serve as a strategic leverage, they have to be destroyed in order to prevent any accidents in the future. Shall I remind you about the accident that happened in 1945 Japanese city "Hiroshima". 

Many countries try to develop a hydrogen bombs and use them as a war weapons. They do not consider about the results that might have happen in case nuclear bombs will be utilized. Hiroshima and Chernobil accidents are very remarkable events; nevertheless, some countries still continue to explore a nuclear bombs. 

For instance, one of the Central Asia's countries Iran has developed a nuclear bomb but nobody knows the real purpose of its invention. Also, they say that it was invented for scientific purposes, any country believes to that statement. Still, there are many hidden reasons why Iran had invented the hydrogen bomb and why they continue to affirm that it is only for scientific reasons.

Death of million people in Chernobyl and Hiroshima accidents do not stop countries to invent these nuclear bombs. I really do not know what could ever stop politicians from inventing something look like hydrogen bombs; moreover they have an experience with this kind of bombs. 

Anyway, as I told you at the beginning that would be my thing I would uninvent in my life. 

My dream job is to become a founder of my own company in the petroleum field. Since my childhood I had a passion to business; as a result, at the age of 18 I decided definitely to have my own business. It may seem so hard for female from first sight but nothing is easy in this world.

Day by day, oil and gas field become more strategic planning in today's economy of the countries. Natural resources started to rule the country's diplomatic relationships. Seems like everything started to depend on the them. The more country has a natural resources the more it becomes a dominant in the world market. Nowadays, only Middle East, several countries from Central Asia such as Turkmenistan, Kazakhistan and Azerbayjan, Russia and USA can allow themselves to hold a dominant position on the market. Because my country is in this list, I really wish to make an impact on the diplomatic and business aspects of it.

Despite the difficulties for females to work and hold positions in the Muslim countries, especially to make a business in the petroleum field one of which is strictly under the control of government, females always played an important role in different aspects of history importance. So, who knows, maybe one day I will be given the chance to make the business in this field and impact to the wealthiness of my country.